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conspecifics) wrote2023-01-01 12:00 am
conspecifics) wrote2023-01-01 12:00 am
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open season.
OPEN SEASON
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24 / m / straight / 2♠️*
24 / m / straight / 2♠️*
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My Self-Summary
His name is Kirma and he’s illiterate. I’m helping him fill this out, but honestly speaking, it’s a complete waste. Besides that, don’t you think his rank is unfairly high? Even though it’s still in the single digits, it’s not as if he wouldn’t be at home in the basement levels. If someone could send my complaints along to the house, I’d appreciate it.
Surviving?
Chasing sticks. Eating absurd quantities of garbage. Fouling up perfectly nice beds. Trampling flowers.
Meat.
Someone skilled at training dogs.
Height
169cm / ~5’7
Body Type
fine
Smokes
apparently
Drinks
i think so
Drugs
maybe
Sign
?
Education
laughable
Occupation
unemployed
Income
unpaid
Children
none?
Pets
he is one
Hobbies
cooking
01. WINE OR BEER
.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
.03 SHOWER OR BATH
.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
.05 TITS OR ASS
.06 COFFEE OR TEA
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
BEER
.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
“WHAT'S A MIME”
.03 SHOWER OR BATH
NEITHER
.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
PIRATES? WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF THESE
.05 TITS OR ASS
.06 COFFEE OR TEA
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
Personality Type
ISFP-A
ISFP-A
ENERGY
73%
introverted
MIND
76%
observant
NATURE
66%
feeling
TACTICS
54%
prospecting
IDENTITY
75%
assertive
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It's shaky, almost, heavy breathed, and much deeper. This time, there's no recognition of whatever foul taste might be lingering in Kirma's mouth. The smell of blood in the air has invaded all of his senses, so even his tongue feels like the wet warmth of it now.
Like this, cutting slows, but he's nearly through bone anyway. After that, flesh will be so much easier, again. In between the kiss, he whispers softly. )
I'm here.
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because this, too, is a memory. it isn't always his hand. there was his eye, once, at the very beginning, and that bad been a compromise, for esi had wanted both. blood, always given freely. ribs. fingers. teeth. kirma has never been anything but a collection of parts to split and parcel out, and esi merely saw fit to claim them all— an arrangement that is mutually beneficial, in the end. the recollection makes him shiver, whispering something into the kiss he can't quite hear over the pounding thrum of his pulse beating against his eardrums.
there is a part of his mind that stays wandering these halls of memory. does esi know the selfishness that underscores everything he's ever given him, he wonders. if he does, does it matter? he'd still been happy to take anything from him despite it; and by that same token, he would be nothing without him, son of a nobody, failed experiment, worthless tool—
kirma's lips curve up into a genuine smile. perhaps it's the blood loss, but the agony is no longer without its gratification, a twisted sort of almost delight that has him gasping into the kiss with a needier bent than he'd anticipated. for each spasm of pain, he rocks forward, chasing esi's tongue with his own; his hand makes it up to esi's cheek, and the smear it leaves matches the color of the marks under his eyes exactly, and he remembers, another detail.
neither makeup nor a tattoo, but something with far worse implications than either. oh. but then... even that chilling revelation isn't enough to pull him out of this bloodsoaked reverie, and he grabs esi to hold him close with a renewed vigor. )
Finish it already.
( it's meant to be something forceful, a command, almost, but there's a sharp whine in his words, plaintive, desperate. he may as well have said please again. )
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With added exertion, he's able to slice through the last of flesh and bone. The hand falls to the ground with a horrifying thump, and Esikko drops the knife along with it, pressing himself immediately into Kirma's arms. Their bodies are both hot, though Kirma's threatens to lose heat the more he fades, and so Esi kisses him hard, his bloodied hands moving to tear at the cloth blocking his way and find Kirma's length. He's not sure how hard he can make him like this, if it's even possible— but he strokes him all the same, his breath labored as he kisses harder, deeper, his own hips thrusting forward for the hope of some sort of friction.
Desperation is matched in his free hand now clamping over the bloodied stump of Kirma's arm, half an attempt to stop the flow, and half just to appreciate the feeling of it. Raw, wet, warm. )
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but there’s a bigger, more worrying part of him that thinks: it’s nice, though. there’s an intimacy, it seems, to having your hand sawed off. his tongue seeks out esi’s, and his hips lift to meet the pressure coming down on them, and while the force of his hand over the stump of his wrist is likely enough to leave bruises, in contrast to the rest of the wound feels like, it may as well be a lover’s gentle caress.
his free hand— only hand— rakes through esi’s hair, clinging, as if he might suddenly change his mind and pull away. it wouldn’t— it wouldn’t be the first time, he realizes, and that’s where the fear comes from. leaving him to die, or worse— )
Don’t go, ( slips out in a whisper, somewhere in the frenzy of their kissing. the plea of a cut far deeper than anything esi could manage with a knife. you can do anything you want to me— as long as you don’t go. )
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Feelings that feel layered over themselves, again and again, always stabbing directly through his own heart. The heart-shaped mark on his shoulder aches with it, this time, but he doesn't even register. Right now, he's busy with frenzied kisses at Kirma's lips, open mouthed and littered with heavy gasps. It seems like only moments before his hand, slick with blood, is not just stroking at Kirma's arousal, but his own. He presses their cocks together, sloppy, slipping strokes bringing him closer and closer to a peak. )
Kirma.
( He doesn't usually speak anyone's name like that, but it feels right to have it slip out like that. Half a whisper, half a groan, he drags his tongue along the corner of Kirma's mouth where some blood has splattered. He's not leaving. Not here, not now. )
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he makes himself content with what he has, hips weakly lifting a moment to answer esi's hand before falling back— it's just not sustainable, with the state he's in. he's given up on any sensation he cannot directly feel, blindly turning to follow esi's mouth as he moves.
kirma's breaths start to draw shallow, and not from any impending climax; blood pools on the sheets, drips and soaks into the carpet, stains what clothes they still have on. dimly, he thinks, he should apologize to the housekeeping staff the next time he sees them. if there's a next time— and if he does here instead, then— when his mouth moves again, no sound escapes it. )
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But then he exhales smoothly, pulling himself back with a little more urgency. Still, he imagines if Kirma were more aware he'd be a bit alarmed by the pace he's taking. He's moving quicker, but he's not panicked, pulling his baji up more properly, straightening his clothes to be presentable. He even reaches over to help Kirma with his, as much as needed, before ducking down to pick the discarded hand up from the floor.
Coming back up from that, he leans to kiss Kirma once more, his words pressed against cold lips. )
Stay awake. We're going to the clinic.
( Finally. At the very least, it seems that Esikko isn't prepared to leave Kirma to die here. When he stands, feeling as refreshed as ever, he even shifts to take Kirma's arm around him, to help him up. He has to do it around his own waist, rather than his shoulders, though— he doesn't have the strength to carry this man, even as short as he is. Even missing one hand. )
Lean into me.
( This is the gentlest he will ever be. And Kirma can enjoy it for the length of the clinic visit, as he brings him there, sets his dismembered hand on the counter, and requests a fix. )
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